Sunday, April 13, 2008

this is written, to someone who essentially broke my heart.

and hurt me so very much

I have to deal with you talking so casually about her, while I sit there liking you, which you know of, feeling sorry for myself, that I have to listen to this shit that your talking about. Whenever you mention her name, a bit of my heart breaks off, and it wont be mended. You don’t seem to realise how much I hurt when you talk about her. I know, im your friend, and I should listen to you babble on about her, but its hard.

You tricked me, you said that she had rejected you, and me being a sympathetic fool, decided to give you my advice. Giving you my advice was so hard, but I was willing to do it. I could have been all mean and just told you to get over it, instead I was nice, and in the end you were being who you truly are. it was so hard for me to give you advice about the gir lthat you were practically in love with, as i was in love with you. i gave you advice and you fucking tricked me.

You know i love you, i know you like her, but you cant stop talking about her infront of me can you? it hurts so so so much, that eventually my heart broke;

-love, pg.
xo